I hate myself for Doing that to U...

I soo soo, sorry, But you dont understand how hard it is for me.. I wish you could wait a little while, and give me some time to think, I dont want to rush anything.. please, give me a chance to, say that Im sorry, and Think over it all, I´ll never Understud how serious you were about this, I thounght It was just A fling, like it always is with me, but now i know that this is what you want. So I beg you give me the time i nead to sourt things out.. Will you? I nead just ONE word -Yes or No! - I hope you´ll forgive me, and do me i favour, think this over yourself, - // Lisa<3